I moved to Colorado which I dont regret for a minute I love it here but I miss everyone in Vegas ALOT. I miss seeing my family. I miss random ball games and beers with friends. I miss all of that. I miss my church. I know Ive made great friends out here since Ive been here and I love them but we cant possibly see each other all the time we all are working and honestly I dont live close enough to just make trips down to see them all the time and that sucks. I love those girls they are awesome. But even with that its not the same.
Ive been having a crap load of second thoughts about the move and going back to school as much as I hated my job in Vegas and Vegas in general at least I had a job that I actually worked. I was gerenteed 40 hours and worked far more then that most of the time. Plus I had my second job that I worked 15-20 hours as well. Because now I think what a waste of time and money school was if Im only going to be working 2-3 days barely 4 hours a day for basically less pay than Ive ever made since pushing carts in high school.
Im not trying to take away from how great I feel that I actually went back to school by any means. I know thats something to be proud of and I am but seriously...I dont know how much of this I can do without going crazy. I hate sitting at home Ive never been one that was able to do that. And thats what Ive been doing for 5 days (since I havent worked since Tuesday and dont back til Monday), but all I can think about is all this crap that Im not happy about.
Alright, yea its a depressing blog today but thats how I feel right now and how I have been feeling for a while now.
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