Day Two.

Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest

So the person Ive been closest with would be of course my sister. She has been there through my whole life...litterally. She is amazing, beautiful, and everything anyone could ask for in a sister. I love her she really is my rock in life. I can tell her anything and know I wont be judged. Shes help me through so much in life and has lead me to Jesus. She really is "an awesome" ha. I love her and am so thankful for her. =)

Day One

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with ten facts

1. clearly im a CUBS fan

2. im trying things alone for the first time in my life

3. ive never questioned myself as much as i have this past month

4. i am proof a girl and a guy can be just friends

5. i love the work that i do & cant wait to get back into it

6. im more excited to go to school than anyone should ever be

7. im coming to terms with my life decisions...slowly

8. im a natural blonde (people dont belive that lol)

9. im finding out im not as simple of a person as i once thought

10. i just want everyone to be happy in life

this was harder then i thought it would be...but there you go day one.

Am I Crazy?

Life changes. Its that simple, people change, everything changes. You just have to learn to live with the changes that happen. Im learning that this past month.
Ive made the decision that I needed to be happy for me not for anyone else but me. I cant honestly say Ive done that before. I no longer want to compromise on the important things in life and I dont ever want to ask someone to compromise on the important things in life for me. No one will be happy that way in the end.
For the first time in seven years Ive become a single woman living in Las Vegas (crap) and trying to do things on my own for once. I have never had to do things alone. Its been a bit scary and disappointing already and Im not even a week into it.
I got to Vegas on Tuesday night and fell right to sleep (its a long drive). So Wednesday I got in my car with Bandit and we were off to find a car wash. After 30-45 minutes of driving up and down the streets of the west side of town. I finally had to pull over and have a little break down moment and cried for a good 10 minutes, while asking Bandit WTF we were doing. I couldnt find a damn car wash and I was realizing I had never had to wash my car before. Ted always did that for me so I had no clue how to do it. Thats a hard realization when it all comes crashing down on you, over stupid little things like a damn car wash. I pulled myself together enough to countine my search. I finally said forget it and started to drive across town (my old side of town) where I know where all the car washes are. My sister calls and says she needs a ride home. So I said fine and on our way home you have to help me wash my car because Ive already had a melt down.
I still suck at washing the car, Im quite terrible at it actually.
The next day I went to my school and started the enrollment process. Which Im very glad I did. Damn NV laws that says Assisants cant do ANYTHING really. So to actually get anything out of my career choice I need to because Certified asap. So after the stop at school I started calling the clinics around town (same clinics I worked for in CO) and got me an interview today. Which went SUPER WELL. It was informal since I had worked with the company before and thanks to Melisa for giving me a great letter of recommedation (love her) plus the fact that Ive started the process for school it went great. She said it shouldnt be long before I hear from them. =D so that gave me a little bit of my confindance back thank gosh it wasnt looking good for me after that car wash ordeal.
Its going to be hard, but I know this is right for me. I know I have to do things on my own for once or I will always question my self-worth. So I need to figure myself out.
I really do hope I made the right decision. Only time will tell really. I know I cant ask someone to change themselves for me so in time everyone will see its for the best for everyone involoved.

Photo Challenge...

I just got this off of this lovely ladys blog, Love Her! but I figured I would give this a try maybe starting tomorrow...or after I catch up on my own blogging so we shall see. =)

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with ten facts

Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest

Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show

Day 04 - A picture of your night

Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory

Day 06 - A picture of a person you'd love to trade places with for a day

Day 07 - A picture of your most treasured item

Day 08 - A picture that makes you laugh

Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most

Day 10 - A picture of the person you do the most ****** up things with

Day 11 - A picture of something you hate

Day 12 - A picture of something you love

Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist

Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without

Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die

Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you

Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently

Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity

Day 19 - A picture and a letter

Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you'd love to travel

Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget

Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at

Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book

Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change

Day 25 - A picture of your day

Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you

Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member

Day 28 - A picture of something you're afraid of

Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile

Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss

Day 31 - A picture of yourself